Psalms 113

Praise ye the LORD. Praise, O ye servants of the LORD, praise the name of the LORD. Blessed be the name of the LORD from this time forth and for evermore. From the rising of the sun unto the going down of the same the LORD's name is to be praised. The LORD is high above all nations, and his glory above the heavens. Who is like unto the LORD our God, who dwelleth on high, Who humbleth himself to behold the things that are in heaven, and in the earth! He raiseth up the poor out of the dust, and lifteth the needy out of the dunghill; That he may set him with princes, even with the princes of his people. He maketh the barren woman to keep house, and to be a joyful mother of children. Praise ye the Lord.

Trust

"Trust in the Lord with all your strength and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths." Proverbs 3:5-6

Being barren makes you think a lot about Trust. Do we really trust God when we're freaking out about what we can do to "fix" us so we can have babies? Usually not. At least not me anyway.

This journey is big on trust - and patience. It's a lot easier to be patient when we have trust. I am hardly there yet, some days I can honestly say I do alright, but being barren is a long hard road, especially when you "no one" knows your pain. God knows, and it's Him we should trust. He can heal me in a second, or like seems to be the case so far, He doesn't. But I have to trust that He knows best and has a plan and that this is part of it (cause it's certainly no mine).

Trust is to trust even when we don't know what's going on and let God take care of it.

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